Last year ended so badly.I must say badly was an understatement word.Couldn’t explain what happen how did it happen.It just happen and there’s nothing i could do or say but just face it and deal with it.Its indescribable. Felt like my heart was rip into a million pieces. I never beg anyone on my entire life except that moment. Felt like there’s a shredded machine on the room and my heart was the one that was being shred. But for someone you love even going to hell there’s never an option.You wouldn’t think twice you just dive and go through it even if there’s no life jacket to save you. Now after months of uncertainty and not expecting something good will come out.I have no idea that this year would turn out something i wouldn’t really expect. So i guess its really true that beneath the cloud there is always a silver lining something on that line.   

                                                   SHATTERED — BY O.A.R

 Its my current lss (last song syndrome). First time i heard the song on the morning rush while on my way to the office. I ask my self what was that? I even missed heard the lyrics. I actually thought it was shadow but when gelli said it was shattered.From shadow to shattered im definitely have some hearing problem hehe…If you would actually listen to the lyrics it was really nice.And its not that annoying..

                                                MAD WORLD — BY ADAM LAMBERT 

Okay fine!!!!! I just want to clarify FYI im not an adam lambert fan. I don’t even know the guy. Haven’t heard that he exist not until i watched a couple American Idol episode and im not even an AI fan. I just watched it to satisfy my curiosity.But when i heard adam lambert version of Mad World which is originally done by Tears for Fears. I even asked chix and delle geez are you guys serious? Is that really Adam.How did it happen that he have a nice voice.I never thought that his voice is actually nice. I can’t imagine that his becoming somebody that i hate to like hehe…Just like David Cook whom i  find before so pompous.But that was before now i actually admired the guy.Quite a nice guy i must say.

                                            ONE THE SIDE OF ME — CORRINNE MAY

 

The moment i heard this song..WOW straight through the heart..Such a beautiful beautiful song.My memoirs in a song..Every word every melody every sentiment.Felt like it mirroring my very own soul. 

I’m not the easiest person to love
I’m often the one who lets things go unresolved
Yet you choose to be
on the side of me
on the side of me
Yet you choose to be on the side of me
on the side of me

I’m not too proud of some things
I’ve done in my life
The skeletons in my closet
Are too big for me to hide

Yet you choose to be
on the side of me
on the side of me
Blessed Charity
You’re on the side of me
on the side of me

Everyone needs a friend to hold
when it’s cold outside
and there’s no place to go
Everyone needs a friend to hold
all alone I cried
there was no place to go
I remember when nobody cared
but you

I’m not the easiest person to love
But you, you’ve opened your heart to show me what I’m worth

‘Cause you choose to be
on the side of me
on the side of me
What a mystery
You’re on the side of me
on the side of me

Everyone needs a friend to hold
when it’s cold outside
and there’s no place to go
Everyone needs a friend to hold
all alone I cried
there was no place to go

I remember when nobody cared
Nobody cared
But you…

Yeah you choose to be
on the side of me
on the side of me